January 2011
7 posts
I make the little green dots and fight the little...
Teenage.abscond.org
Lying in bed all day, I’ve pulled out some really old posts from a server somewhere in the world and put them on a slightly less old one.
I’d quite like to go to a personal history archiving day. A day where we all get together and retrace our digital trail, and those of us who were young and carefree of permanent URLs can clean it up as we go. We can share with each other lives we...
My favourite Shoreditch bar is under my duvet
Fucking hell I hurt.
I have bacteria crawling through me and out of me. I have something growing in my throat. My stomach growls and pulls as it is stripped of everything bad and everything good. My left eye twitches knowingly. I crawl into the occasional ball as my body tenses up in preparation of nothing. I have momentary build ups behind my face that for just a second feel like they will...
Thinking and writing
Recently Russell posted a recording of ‘Ted Hughes on thinking’. It got me thinking. Here’s a brief quote from the beginning, that whilst not really his point, had my mind distracted by other thoughts that were already mingling - which is a point he makes later.
At school I was plagued by the idea that I really had much better thoughts than I could ever get into words. It...
2010
2010 happened. I didn’t really drive it much, I was either playing with waves I had made in previous years or waves that just happened.
Work
After a crazy March of four Rewired State events, I have had no involvement, and have effectively resigned all involvement. Emma has found replacements. I am still incredibly proud of what was achieved in 2009, and hope it continues. I have never...
Day without socks
The body pangs from the New Year’s Eve medicine. Every cigarette I smoke in bed makes me feel worse, but I smoke more.
I watch TV on demand and cook an omelet, read all of my inboxes and do just enough of my to do list to stop my pangs turning into a panic attack.
There is a drunk man buzzing all the flats in the building. We lean out of the windows to see if there is something to...